someone make feel better and send me an ask or s/t

i wish i could just cuddel up with the cutest girl ever and we can talk for hours under the duvet. we can chain smoke together and then fight over who’s going to get up to turn off the light. i want someone who will have hot sex with me under the stars but when i want to stop, it won’t matter because we can lie there in each other’s arms just in silence. i want someone to love.